I swear, friday will be the happiest day of my life. when this test is over (pass or fail) I can finally rest my eyes from this nonsense. it has literally been the last 6 months of my life. I still have at least 1 (maybe 2 depending on how it goes friday) parts to take, but since I dont plan on cracking a becker book for about a month, it feels like relief.
the test on friday is going to be brutal. it is basically a compilation of everything I never understood in college and still dont really understand. but as of right now, i cant muster up the feeling to care all that much. I obvi want to pass and hope that I know enough, but the weather being shitty and my overall hate of doing nothing but studying for the last month makes my head spin and all I want to do is blog. so here I am...
monday is the first day of busy season and I have total mixed feelings. on one hand I am super scarred for what busy season will be like (11+ hour days?!!?) and i will miss central perk everyday too. on the other hand I ser cannot wait to go back to long island and to be able to sleep til 8 and work with people I really like. plus, since I am not studying the next month or so, maybe i'll have a social life too.
all in all, this has just been a long day, part of a long week. I have a feeling its gonna be a long night too. but since I love my friends I will hold it together...for now.
ps: i promise back to non-depressed me tomorrow
xoxo
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dear ms. jlr,
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